emergence of supergeekboy!

i realise that i sit in front of a computer for at least 9 hours a day.

just a few discoveries that are starkly apparent:

1. i can type reasonably quick now (without looking :D yes it took me real long)
2. i can 'alt-tab' even faster. :P
3. i can stare at a screen for 40 secs w/o blinking
4. i can concentrate on multiple things at once ( >5 windows open at any one time)
5. i can have a 'concentrating really hard' look on my face even though i'm not really.
6. i start every email with: 'in regard to, please find attached, further to' and end with 'for your information, reference and action. Kind Regards, '.
7. my bum starts to hurt
8. there's a bum 'mould' in my seat
9. my bum becoming 'seat' shaped.
10. im becoming round. like a ball.

*disclaimer: did not intend to share so much info for items 7,8,9.

item 10 is probably true. i can probably bounce by now.

hmm

sometimes, its hard to decide who to listen to.

what is it like to wrestle with yourself and God? and man, for that matter. 1,000,000 things happening all around. 1,000,000,000 things gonna happen (or so it seems).





dont worry dont worry dont worry about tmr

and hope in the Lord.

i wanna choose to listen

to the voice of Truth.

Incredible.

http://www.rbc.org/utmost/index.php?month=05&day=22&year=07

haha. its 7am already! and im still at home on my computer. gonna be late for work!! GG!

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Incomparable

God loves us SO much more than we love Him. Incredible? It's like comparing Mt. Everest to an anthill. maybe not even. haha. Dear Lord, do teach us to love with Your perfect love. Amen.

random. again.

hmmm. lately my internet has been a little bit slow. i wonder why! eh, come to think of it i cannot remember when was the last time i paid my internet bill also.

I just got home. not very good, considering its 10mins to midnight and i still have to report to work tmr. hahaha. i slept a good 7+ hours last night though. and its weekend after tmr, so no complaints!

well.the reason why i got home so late was.. i was checking out kaishans new place. as most people know, i always like to tapknock around peoples apartments..esp new ones! first time i stepped into milano too. not bad what. abit on the small side but the location's good.

okok. the real reason why i got home so late is because i was going through bible study material in prep for tmrs bible study. haha!

i also need to refrain from typing a couple of sentences about something, then going on to the next paragraph and doing the same again about something that sorta links but doesnt. huh?

more than that, i need to wake up my idea. i find that more often than not (or more often that i would like to) im in a complete daze. and not really like conscious of things. like not thinking properly, nobody home like that. even when im typing this post. no good really. no good at all.

but the bible study material really hit home just now.

and im amazed at what You've done.

Dodgy guys.

found this in my archives. in the boot of a car, sticking out my leg somemore. (we were sitting in the boot of a CRV)

circa 21st feb 2005.

don't move.

I've been thinking. alot.

You are worthy, O Lord.

just to be free..

Praise be to You in the highest.

ROAR!

the lakers got kicked out of the playoffs today. so did the nuggets. so did man u (dont be sad bobby). it was a sad day for many. but you know what, im not sad leh. hahaha. (cmon as if the lakers were going to beat the run&gunSuns. still, i also support amare. and nash. amare (apparently) changed his number not for normal reasons. check slam magazine the ish with STAT on the cover. hahahahaha. come to think of it now i can actually see a noticeable change in his character. and even the attitude he plays the game with. heheh. how much less attention he is attracting to himself, and how much he is to the good of the team in wins and even in loses. still, im happy for amare.

still, my fave nba big who i support very much is dwight 'kiss the rim, crush the backboard' howard. even in the most improbable of moments. my man dwight chooses to shine for Someone else. Check the pictures of the most recent dunk contest, where dwight caught an alleyoop pass from jameer nelson slapped close to the top of the backboard(!!) while catching the pass and smashing the ball through the rim. to make a bit of a statement, he had a sticker his left hand to mark where on the board he had touched. knowing the cameras would zoom in to have close look at the sticker (and how crazy high it was above the rim!! rim=10feet, DHsticker=12feet6inches!). i'll leave the pictures to do the talking. look closely. not only at DH's cheesysmile :D

above: DH, killing me.

below: milliondollarsmile. :) (phil 4:13 NKJV)

:)

DH, you're really killing me. haha.

i wanna SHOUT. i wanna BREAK FREE. i wanna LIVE FREE. i wanna be BROKEN. and BUILT UP. i wanna STAND APART. i wanna LIVE FOR HIS GLORY!

zzzzzzzzzz

i really need to keep awake. sometimes, a lil lunch on a warm afternoon, getting stuck in the front of the computer in the office = an environment so sleep inducing that i had to retype this maybe 3, 4 times before i got it correct because as im nodding off the typing just becomes jibberish. just basically falling asleep in the (head) while the body's still going. this is a struggle , and its really GG. ahahahahaha. either that, or my work's THAT boring. :)

maybe it is... hahahahahahahaha.

SLOW

there are so many new things that came up today. all of which actually i do care about. but i will choose to take things slow. one step at a time. :)

i'd rather each step a steady and significant one, rather than to stumble all over the place and have to retrace my steps again and again. patienceperseverencepatienceperseverence! slow down. take a deep breath.

and walk. :)

- on another note. thanks bjbj for a good dinner and conversation. do feel free to hit me up as and when yeah? you're doing an excellent job. *patonshoulder* oh and the zephaniah verse you shared in the emails hit me like a bomb. :)

Zeph 3:16-17

16 In that day it shall be said to Jerusalem:
“ Do not fear;
Zion, let not your hands be weak.

17 The LORD your God in your midst,
The Mighty One, will save;
He will rejoice over you with gladness,
He will quiet you with His love,
He will rejoice over you with singing.”

- on another another note. i realise that most egg chiffon meals are pure protein, carbo and cholesterol. GG. i've been trying (key word is trying) to do an extra something every night. my lil experiment. lets see what happens!