let it rip

so many subtleties, so many lessons.
it has been an awesome week.

in a (discreetly) roundabout way, i can't help but feel like im making breakthroughs on so many fronts. first, there's work. i can't say i absolutely enjoy what i do these days, but there has been a strange positivity of late - a lil lighthearted hint of joy creepin in that makes me want to smile (all the time). this, in a time where the stress/pressure/torture should be at its highest.


i think im starting to find it again, this little light of mine.

on another front, there's been strange progression in a manner that is both unexpected and (actually kinda) dangerous, but i gut-feel/think its actual leading me somewhere, somewhere different. somewhere where the root of it all will be exposed for what it is. where all the judgement and the coldness of heart will be broken. somewhere where love overcomes and grace overflows. yeah, im starting to like that somewhere.

all of sudden, there's meaning to the words. i feel alive, again. it makes me ponder though. have i been gone so long that ive forgotten what it means to be on the other side of the fence? have i forgotten why?

i am just the same.

i forgot that. and thats where the joy lies. im no superman. im no saviour. but i can be a friend. a friend to a friend in need. not because i can, but because i know. because, just like you, the world once broke my heart. so i gave it to the one who never will.

ah there's life in this song

let it rip