forward

the times when i think:

'why didn't this turn out this way (or that way)'

or

'how could this happen? (to me)'

and

'Can't someone take it all away (take me away from here)'

etc etc etc

but I do realise somehow that all of these questions are linked to how a someone feels (me) and how to remedy a (bad) situation (feeling). and how to deal/get out of it/feeling that way

and yet, it seems I have stopped asking these questions

when it happened I don't really remember

but through all of life's uncertainties and turbulence

there is always one answer

just the one

and from then on, it's not like i don't have questions anymore. but when trust surpasses uncertainty

it is only then that I truly live