i realize i need to get used to this.
there have been a lot of hints dropped. subtle things. little messages here and there if you can only filter it out from everything else. and it's not just a question of reading between the lines, but the time spent letting it simmer. letting it all sink in. the processing.
it's like downloading programs of the internet - it ain't useful until it's opened up and installed. not forgetting also learning how to use the program (in collaboration with other programs?) and the time and effort invested into the mastery of it to actually get it to work for you. (haha ok maybe i'm taking this analogy abit too far) still, it's kind of the same thing. trying to hear an unmistakable still small voice despite the noise. collecting the pieces together. reading and meditating on scripture and lessons. building up faith. then actually getting up and off the sofa and living it out.
right now, it's too noisy.
i need to quiet down.
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